Today started off just like every other day--rushed and random at the same time. I haven't even thought about perfecting my body at all. I don't know why but this photo I've posted really captures the mood I've been in for the majority of the day. Buried deep within, I had a small hope that "S" would have reached out and contacted me by now either by phone or txt message, but nope, not a word and its been 5 1/2 full days. Each day I'm sure will get easier and eventually, this person will be so far removed from my mind I won't even flutter at the mention of his name. It was weird bc today it seemed as if I was on a mission to FIND him in some manner. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't blowing up his phone or riding around town looking crazy, just wondering what he was doing...every 5 minutes. I couldn't focus on much--did I mention I almost had a wreck today? Moving right along, remember the guy I thought was super cute a few days ago--like back on Friday? Went to church tonight and guess what? He's as married as married can be--two kids and all. I wasn't disappoineted, though...even though in my mind I allowed all the possibilities to form. Now, I can focus my thoughts on other things. Will I perfect my body and have the perfect husband anytime soon? I wish I knew...I'll be good with perfecting this hot body first!
Light Despite The Darkness,
ACS
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