Thursday, August 20, 2009

Thursday...of all days

I woke up this morning...later than expected. My goal was to ride a good 10 minutes do an hour of yoga and begin my day. I woke rushed into the shower and grabbed (don't judge me!) 3 pieces of crisp salty sweet bacon and a V8 for breakfast. (In my defense I did have steamed veggies and 3oz of salmon for lunch) I was totally prepared to see and ignore "S" today...I didn't see him but did receive an "accidental" email which naturally prompted me to write 'Was this for me?'--apologized and advised to check my phone for a txt shortly. The txts were just basic 'How's it going' crap but eventually led to us trying to define what exactly we are to one another and where do we go from this point. Truth be told, I still don't know. How can I be totally in love with someone and feel an attraction to someone else? (In case you're wondering I DID kill a good 17 minutes going UPHEEL and a nice 30 minute yoga session.) He did make it very clear he wants me--but in what way? That remains to be seen...and why in the world is an old flame (from 2 years ago) calling and trying to get together like we didn't end on bad terms? What in the world to do?

Light Never Fails,

Amber Chalon

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